3 months lapsed. lazy to update. spent so much on chinese herb for pai du, like no effect. Still pain, sad. Problems persist, troubles everywhere. When will these be over? Did not go for qigong and other exercises for 1 month +. How to account to them if I were to appear out of the blue? Hmm.
Now, another year "younger". Time flies. I love and pity my mother who has so much worries, problems unable to solve between her children, xxxxx like to threaten/gossip/talk nonsense to her. She is such a good mother as well as a mother-in-law. I am not able to share her burden, just to tell her not to listen to them.
When will my children grow up and understand? Especially the 2nd one, look at him now!, showing temper, bad face, does not treat school work seriously. How many empteem times i have scolded him for using the comp for one whole day? Up to him , to listen or not. Future lies within his hands.
Life is full of ups and downs. If I can keep one eye close, maybe it will be better. Maybe I have to learn just to open one eye. I am wondering when will be my next update.........

long time never post anything. I'm supposed to post on Chinese New Year but seemed lack of ...
it has long passed even though it lasted 15 days. I finally joined Qigong Shi Ba Shi cum Brisk Walking Club on 4 Feb 2009. To-date, I' m still far behind, cannot catch up. LOUSY hor.... Start at 6.30 am to 7.30 am . Tues and Sat are for Brisk walking. After 7.30 am , I'll join another group of exercises. I join them 15 mins later and end at 7.55 am. Shifu gave me the registration form for Brisk Walking Club. Next Wednesday on 4 Mar (lunar calendar er yue chu ba) is my beloved father first yr death anniversary, I really, really missed .......him. If I'm capable to change the fact, I 'll want my father. I'm yearned for that.
Now, i wish my mother a healthy life, not to worry about her children, grandchildren... and happily stay fit.
Next week, I'll miss my morning qigong and exercise. Instead of going to the park, I have to change route, to CFPS.
I lament Time Flies SSSuper Ssuper Fast , ai..........

It's has been a long time since i last updated. New year has begun for nearly one month, it's looked like just happened recently. Time flies. Very tiring doing spring cleaning once a year just to keep the home spick and span. Body ached. CNY is just 4 days away. I can't imagine another year for cny 2010 is following behind rapidly. Age is catching up. Children are growing up and the level of education is getting tougher and tougher. Economy is going down and the standard of living is getting higher and higher.

big resolution for the year ahead : My children are healthy, sensible and take work seriously.
Study hard. Know what is wrong and what is right?
My mother is healthy ,live happily and able to sleep soundly. no sickness bothering her.
A peaceful year in the whole world.

I still miss my father. even though it has been 10 months since i last saw him. Hope he is happy and live without worries in another world.

At 9.30 am we arrived at Sembawang Pk, I like the refreshing air as it was early. It was clean and quiet. I felt sleepy. My 3 children enjoy catching live creatures. They caught 13 tiny baby fish, one small fish and one crab which was resting and climbing on the shore. I like the sudden high tide wave, but I told them to be careful. Before, we left the beach, all the creatures were returned to their homes. They proceeded to the playground, playing swing. Besides the two swings they were playing, there were another 2 small swings especially for little kids. It was 4 hrs later that we proceeded to Jack's place for set lunch. We scouted for wallet. It was tiring as my legs giving me pain. Arrived home at 5 plus

Morning followed my son to the dental clinic to adjust his braces. At the same time, enquire about my gum swollen and painful, I have to spend about $700 for the treatment and $500 for the protection cover. With my 2 children walking down to the library, we saw two pairs of birds fighting one another at the same place near the MRT. I managed to get one of the geronimo Stilton book for her. They always can't get along: one said take escalator down and the other said take lift , one wanted to go outside the NP to eat and other one wanted to eat at NP foodcourt. Both of them always give me problems. I don't understand why YQ don't want to read her level of story books. I've told her umpteem times to read story books and read newspaper to improve her two languages vocabulary. It seems that I'm taking to the air. I'm very worried about her languages especially, soar English